♥ charming angel is smiling at me from afar*

Thursday, May 17, 2007

//i was already so irritated when the iadp quiz just stuck in front of me on the computer screen.

i was just so freaking pissed with the way that things are working out for this particular module and im undergoing HELL from nowhere.

aisya persuaded me to read through or i was really switched off cause i been sleeping like 1am, 230am in the past few nights.
i need beauty sleep in short.
fine fine, i shall be a good girl to read through cause my dear click wanted ME to do so.

im in a mess.
i should not bother about how my brother is functioning now or bother about his management and everything.
but i could not bring myself to see how mother had been trying so hard to juggle here and there. and she looked so freaking drained out by all this.
and i myself being the assitant is equally drained out and i felt so lack of energy.

i lack of passion for real stuffs.
and my interest arises for reel goodies.
i think my mind is just so dysfunctioning.
think im just too tired.

practically, wad i wan to do now is to cry out loud then isolate myself.

escaping from reality checks is the only way to bring my passion back.
ive too much to do.
and ive so less time.

and i loathe growing up.
i been such a troublemaker.

im sorry, mummie.
i think i should not do this.
i think i should not do that.
but what the hell had i done?

leave me alone cause im a lil happy & unhappy girl.

i just detest growing up.

yuu seem so far from me and yuu never know me or rather yuu don even care.

♥ complicates LIFE*
9:39 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

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♥ complicates LIFE*
7:50 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007

//wait a minute, drama still going on. and damn! its so tough to predict what kind of finale is waiting for ME.

some minor topics need major explaination.
and when the explaination reaches one particular person.
the explaination turns into stories.
its like non-fiction cause you have no idea which part of it was true or even becoming true or just so false and so unreal.

unreal but that is life.
life is just a pack of LIES with the f word trying to make it complicated.
come on, miss ong lishan.stop being so nasty with all those vulgarities coming out from the messages and everything.
but ive to keep it real to make that presence of distraught or even depression diminished into the thin air.

again lunch break was great.
and cheryl and i had this trying clothes maniac.
and i started this lousy habit of trying on clothes that are only white.
white is too pure and i caught attention on the other.

and yeah, so sweet of cheryl to give me those vouchers.
this only gives me an extra chance and a one more time expense spending without thinking once again!
thank yuu so much, my dear cheryl ang! (:

mama's day is on its way.
my dear serene could not make up her mind in the end.
and mama wanted a handphone which she just changed her phone less than a year.
so mummie, see the link.
i going to change mine soon.cause yuu are setting such a wonderful example!
=p

my boo sucks sometimes; =p
at least, yuu are not hiding anything from me anymore.
i like the way we are right now. and i don see the need to change anything thou there is another existance in yr mind,soul and even your heart.
i could not change the fact that lies in your mind,soul and heart.
and im not calling yuu to decide where yuu stand.
yuu are that mr full of excuses.
and just don find any excuse to leave me astray right now.
please.
finally yuu understand me.
and ya, thank yuu for standing on my side (:

♥ complicates LIFE*
10:44 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

//drama unfolds with an unhappy ending with double versions hanging around in the same air that i breathe with the person i loathe so much!

rumours hanging & floating.

is there gonna be a saviour who could not take it anymore and just scream through everything?
the fun & excitement is going to be over soon.
how dots.

i enjoy the accompanyment during lunch break today.
the ignorance,the distance was no longer there without a particular existance.
the feeling is superior.
and im so glad that everything is fine.
and i apologised for any misunderstandings;
andersens ice cream with choco cone was great! i think i missed the taste too much
(:

yuu cant read a particular mind.
so be it.yuu have no idea what this person gonna do next.

i like the way we are,my boo (:

♥ complicates LIFE*
11:24 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

//LOGIC SEARCHING :: if yuu want to switch, jus switch!

shut the world with yours truly tons of logics and theories in commenting people OR getting people to do the SPYING job for yuu here and there.

its kinda sucky simpy cause yuu act like a 5yearold kid who tried so hard to desire the barbie doll lying in the showcase of an exhibition!

it bores me to see how the drama series not unfolding in the right manner.

and i could not tolerate the whole damn idea of breathing the same air as yuu in the same lift.
and i loathe the whole idea of standing so close to yuu OR even sitting so near to yuu.
yuu are just a little thing trying so hard to search for your own nest.

leave far far away from ME!

i guess there is more to it.
its not going to end just like this.
ive typical singaporeans as classmates.
that adds the JOY & FUN factor to it.
i want more!
(:

my boo said, he is so willing to be the sandbag for people who so much need to vent out all the anger from all the drama scenes.
he is too generous i guess.
& yea, i been a really good girl.

scraping and sweet talking thru every little statement.
thats wad yuu are fond of doing right now.
i want to know more. and i will find out more and wonder more then question more.
thats miss ong lishan.
too bad, yuu met ME.
so if yuu think yuu are unsafe hanging around with ME,
JUST GO!
=p

♥ complicates LIFE*
12:01 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

//SEE. i missed whole tons of episodes of CSI SUPREME SUNDAY!
i just missed the TV so much and HELL. i just don have the TIME.

sometimes, i dont even know whether am i busy for the right thing OR for the right purpose?
its kinda DUMB.

there is always this rumour saying going around.
when a person has this bestie and this bestie has another bestie.
and this bestie has the whole world of secrets about this bestie who this bestie should not know at all.
this is the rumour.
and the charm of that diminishes with the rumour hanging around.

and YA;
miss ong lishan!
be a good girl later.

sometimes what yuu said are kinda sweet;
but sometimes your words are so harsh to me;
i tried so hard to figure out what are yuu wondering OR even who are yuu thinking..
i felt still perfect strangers.
tell me what yuu are thinking AND dont hide anything from ME please!
(:

♥ complicates LIFE*
12:18 AM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

//PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WAS BRAVO LAST NIGHT!

minus those little kids trying so hard to look into the binoculars and find out how exactluy the phantom looks like.
plus those mummies trying so hard to explain to them why the phantom was so unhappy abt christine diane leaving his lonesome candle works cell with raul.

the phantom most obvious feature was HIS WHITE MASK.
and the white mask was on sale at the phantom booth?
i wonder anyone bought that white mask.the white mask looks so real.
i want that phantom keyring BUT hell.
it costs 15bucks for that little keyring?
grrr..i don wan to spend my 15bucks on this little thing.

the whole theatre was packed i guess.
since circle 2 and circle 3 are fully occupied.
no doubt circle 1 will be packed.
no photographs could be taken.that is like;
YAWNS.
christine diane was fabulous.
her singing was like, WOW.
with her high pitching notes vibrating through my ear drums.
raul and the phantom seem more appealing in a sense.
their singing and their performance touched my heart.
the sound system was bravo and the stage was fantastic.
its worth the ticket price & i give;

out of 5 popcorns! (:

and im so thrilled that HBO is screening JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE'S SEXYBACK CONCERT in september!!
i cant wait. i cant wait.
im a JT fan thats why. he is far too SEXY.
THOU james franco or even josh hartnett is more appealing and more charming.
but JT is far tooooo CUTE.

JT IN HBO

and im currently curving for something that i guessed MUM & DAD or EVEN MY BRO will never agree to it.
this is IT!
and PLS PLS.i will never agree to offer that promotion email to YUU.
DARYLL, please tell your sister how much im obliging to it. NO WAY!
its belongs to ME~!
=p

ultra edition 10.9
im into SLIM phones.
TIME gonna bring ME to yuu!

aisya is scaring ME with all her words.
pls chill, click.

and YEA.
i spent 100plus bucks in ORCHARD yesterday.
i gonna control all expenses!
be a good girl, miss ong lishan!!

♥ complicates LIFE*
2:39 PM